It hasn't been a great couple of weeks. I have been too tired for my liking, stressed out and just plain unmotivated to do absolutely anything. I just don't understand it. I left work early yesterday because I was tired as shit. I was surprised I was even able to drive anywhere because I was super tired. Maybe my auto-pilot is better than I thought, who knows. I even slept early last night to help rejuvenate me a little and nothing. I'm still tired and grumpy and I am really really really hating feeling this way.

I don't like feeling lazy and unmotivated. Maybe it's because I am under a lot of stress and I am at a brink of just giving up at times which isn't good. It's going to leave an even bigger room for me to procrastinate and be useless. I have to somehow get my act together and start living it up.

I definitely have to start with sleep.
I tend to sleep late every night because I always have trouble sleeping. I think too much at night and at the same time I am a bit of a night owl. I need to start sleeping early and have a good 8 hours in. It's not good sleeping so late and always being late for work. Luckily I'm not in trouble for it but still, one of these days, it will bite me in the ass.

Maybe I need to exercise.
I stopped working out about 5 months ago because I got a job and had to no time to exercise anymore. I had great energy and looked great when I was working out. That could be a major factor.

Prioritize.
I always have trouble juggling between work, my home life, my family life and whatever else comes in between. I always feel like I don't have time for anything and that stresses me out. Just the other day, my mom called me and asked why I haven't called her in a while. I felt bad for that because I love and miss my family and to have my mom call me and ask me that breaks my heart especially since they are going on vacation in a week so I won't be able to see or talk to them for a good month. First step is to see them this weekend so that I can spend some time with them before they leave for vacation.

De-stress.
Easier said than done I have to say. I have tried to de-stress by drawing but it doesn't seem to be enough. I need to find something else that will just help me ease my mind and my body. I can feel it on my shoulders, my head and my back how tense I am. That's why I have been getting so many migraines lately. I guess exercise could fit into that or that I need to draw even MORE haha. Seriously ... I don't know how to de-stress. It's been so long where I've felt carefree that de-stressing is a foreign thing to me.

So I have to work on a few things. Hope the rest of this week goes by a lot better.

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It hasn't been a great couple of weeks. I have been too tired for my liking, stressed out and just plain unmotivated to do absolutely anything. I just don't understand it. I left work early yesterday because I was tired as shit. I was surprised I was even able to drive anywhere because I was super tired. Maybe my auto-pilot is better than I thought, who knows. I even slept early last night to help rejuvenate me a little and nothing. I'm still tired and grumpy and I am really really really hating feeling this way.

I don't like feeling lazy and unmotivated. Maybe it's because I am under a lot of stress and I am at a brink of just giving up at times which isn't good. It's going to leave an even bigger room for me to procrastinate and be useless. I have to somehow get my act together and start living it up.

I definitely have to start with sleep.
I tend to sleep late every night because I always have trouble sleeping. I think too much at night and at the same time I am a bit of a night owl. I need to start sleeping early and have a good 8 hours in. It's not good sleeping so late and always being late for work. Luckily I'm not in trouble for it but still, one of these days, it will bite me in the ass.

Maybe I need to exercise.
I stopped working out about 5 months ago because I got a job and had to no time to exercise anymore. I had great energy and looked great when I was working out. That could be a major factor.

Prioritize.
I always have trouble juggling between work, my home life, my family life and whatever else comes in between. I always feel like I don't have time for anything and that stresses me out. Just the other day, my mom called me and asked why I haven't called her in a while. I felt bad for that because I love and miss my family and to have my mom call me and ask me that breaks my heart especially since they are going on vacation in a week so I won't be able to see or talk to them for a good month. First step is to see them this weekend so that I can spend some time with them before they leave for vacation.

De-stress.
Easier said than done I have to say. I have tried to de-stress by drawing but it doesn't seem to be enough. I need to find something else that will just help me ease my mind and my body. I can feel it on my shoulders, my head and my back how tense I am. That's why I have been getting so many migraines lately. I guess exercise could fit into that or that I need to draw even MORE haha. Seriously ... I don't know how to de-stress. It's been so long where I've felt carefree that de-stressing is a foreign thing to me.

So I have to work on a few things. Hope the rest of this week goes by a lot better.

Labels: life, self, thoughts